Quote of the Week #11

It’s time for the quote of the week. I want to read more poetry again, especially since I’m planning of having a calm and productive weekend. Unlike the last one, where I was dancing until 4am and had a lot of fun, but also can notice how it wears down my chronically ill body afterwards. This weekend is comprised of tea and baking and studying and hopefully poetry. And I won’t feel bad about any of it, that’s the plan at least. So. Over to the quote, and how I weirdly relate to it.

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It’s from one of Anne Sexton’s letters to Stanley Kunitz. I’ve been struggling physically and mentally this week. I should be better, I expect to be better. People have told me I’m tough often this past two weeks, past two months even. I needed it to be said before, I’m somehow past that point now. What I need is someone to tell me I don’t need to be tough anymore, and for it to be true. “You’re tough, you’ve made it this far”. Yes, but I won’t be able to keep it up. The thing about surviving is that you do it until you don’t, and then it’s too late. So instead of going deep into that, comparing myself to a cooked broccoli is what I am going to do at least once next week. That’s a goal if I’ve ever heard one. Hope your week was great and if you have any thoughts on this let me know.

Bingeworthy TV shows | Top Ten Tuesday

Top Ten Tuesday is hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl to bring bookish friends together. A new topic is posted each week.

 

Tales by Light (on netflix) shows incredibly footage and stories by photographers visiting places all over the world. Fav episodes is s1 e2 photographing the holi festival and a ritual, s1 e3 Adrenaline where freedivers take photos underwater, s1 e5 penguins!!, s1 e6 aboriginal/indigenous groups and culture.

Terrace House (on netflix) is a japanese reality tv show, but very calm and low-risk drama. They’re just living together and talking and cooking, mostly. Choose a season and have it on in the background.

The Good Place (on netflix) was so much recommended to me that I finally picked it up and saw the first season in two days, it was fantastic. Need to watch the second season soon.

 

How To Get Away With Murder (on netflix) have you surely heard of already, if not it is fantastic and I whole-heartedly recommend it. College and murder and lawyer students. Reminds me of a modern day The Secret History by Donna Tartt.

Elementary got bad for me after season four or five somewhere, but until then it was a fun version of Sherlock Holmes.

 

Queer Eye (on netflix … see a trend?) is great.

Jessica Jones is nearly everything I want and I just need more. Please.

 

And three series I want to watch next:

The handmaid’s tale (after I read the book I guess)

Timeless is a tv series I just heard about, and like the description is: “mysterious criminal who steals a secret state-of-the-art time machine, intent on destroying America as we know it by changing the past.” Come on, I have to give this tv series a chance.

Patriot seems to be in the same theme as Timeless, in that it’s about intelligence and nations (this case Iran is involved) and politics I guess. I’ll give it a shot, heard it recommended from someone and immediately forgot who.

 

The Price Guide to the Occult by Leslye Walton | Review

Pages: 270

Genre: young adult fantasy, witch

Synopsis

A century ago, Rona Blackburn made Anathema Island her home. She was a witch and her neighbors didn’t want help from her skills. Fear led the original eight settlers to turn against her, which led Rona to curse them. A century later Nor Blackburn is still living with the remnats of that curse, she doesn’t want to be a witch and her mother is horrible. Or was, before she disappeared. Her mother has a special control of people, that Nor doesn’t want to have inherited. As her powers seem to grow and signs of her disappeared mother is everywhere again, Nor tries to be a normal teenager, as long as it will last.

 

The Audiobook

The narrator Whitney Dykhouse did a great job, and her voice is very calming, but also brings out tension and perfect for the varying tone of this book, which switched quickly betwen light to dark and calm to trouble. 

 

My thoughts

Rating out of five: two

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I started this book wanting to like it. The plot sounded a bit average, but I liked the originality brought in Leslye Walton’s other book “The strange and beautiful sorrows of ava lavender”. “The price guide to the occult” is a fantastic name and the book is full of witches, living on an island and their magical abilities starting to fade with each generation. I should love this book. I didn’t, for a series of reasons.

the writing and plot

The book started out great, with vivid descriptions of the inhabitants of the island, mainly the history of Nor’s family of witches. The writing changed as more “action”, mainly Nor being a teenager and noticing a few a bit out of the place things, were happening. It was obvious in what direction the plot was going, but I was waiting for a surprise, some kind of twist or creative addition. It didn’t come. There were a few bright moments, where I really felt Nor’s and her friend’s emotion was conveyed well. I almost felt that near the end, where Nor is taken in for questioning, was the highlight. It was funny, which would’ve been a nice twist on a much used story of powerful witch trying to take over the world.

the setting

Aside from the introduction that is basically separate from the whole rest of the book, I got to know barely anything about this island the whole plot was bound to. Things like the forest coming alive could’ve been done better.

the characters

I couldn’t buy into the characters either, the main character Nor has some fears that make her more real, but she over-justifies even those. The first time I heard she was afraid of becoming like her mother, especially with her similiar powers, I found it interesting and wondered how it would play out. But you get constant reminders, to justify why she isn’t using or practicing her powers, instead of showing her really being afraid. The other characters mostly lack depth. On a smaller island like this, or in any smaller community, you should play more on the together-ness or icecold enemies living together. Everything that was promised from the start was sacrificed for the sake of having a story of a more “normal” teenager, dreaming about the cute guy, having fights with her friend and very understandably fearing her mother.

 

 

Quote of the Week #10

This week has been great. There might’ve been a lot of tiny anxious moments mixed in, but I feel like I was productive and acomplished things, mostly to not be so unorganized. Things are starting to come together and I’m in that rare place of mind that I accept that my life will have ups and downs, but time will pass nonetheless. Not a lot of books were read though.

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We’re continuing the last week’s theme of nature, with a quote from a painter, Camille Pissarro. Obviously that was said by a painter, I thought when I first read it, since it does have a certain feel of feeling better than others. Still, it made me think and appreciate people like that in my life. Must we all take a breath and see beautiful things in humble places.

The Universe of Us by Lang Leav | Review

Pages: 240

Genre: poetry

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My thoughts

Rating out of five: three

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This is the first time I’m reading Lang Leav’s poetry and my first impression was that she seemed like a good writer, I really liked the way the first poems flowed. The subjects of her poems in this collection, love and heartbreak, are so universal and relatable to many. But so many of the love poems seemed like a writer going through drafts trying to find the best description of love and then just throwing them all in here. Many were so similiar, and nothing very new at that, it was the same with the heartbreak poems.

I don’t think it helped that I disagreed with some of the opinions of the poems, like how we only get max a handful of firsts. I wouldn’t want to live my life like that, never experiencing new things as I’m becoming and living as an adult. In this minimal-type poetry, it’s easy that some poems become too … dark without explanation? As if it’s not taken the time to explain the depth of the feeling, to keep it relatable to many perhaps, but I’ve found I more often like poems to be specific. Without some more personal connection these poems describe these big concepts in life superficially.

 

Back to School: Nonfiction Books | Top Ten Tuesday

Top Ten Tuesday is hosted by That Artsy Reader Girl to bring bookish friends together. A new topic is posted each week.

 

Nonfiction I Like

10 Steps to Earning Awesome Grades. A must-read if you’re a student, I’m serious.

Six Easy Pieces by Richard Feynman. If you’re into physics. I’m actually currently reading this, I’ve taken it on vacation, to the beach, everywhere. It has sand stuck to it, but it was worth it.

Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer. To get a reminder of why you shouldn’t drop out of school and run live in the woods, at least without a lot of preparation (and then you might as well study). Just kidding, it’s a good story, here’s my full review.

We Have No Idea: A Guide to the Unknown Universe by Jorge Cham. Also if you’re into physics. It’s not meant to learn you as much as Six Easy Pieces, more to make you curious. A bit of humor and very nice illustrations, I’m currently reading this book as well.

 

Nonfiction on my TBR:

 

I Contain Multitudes: The Microbes Within Us and a Grander View of Life by Ed Yong. Biology, I guess. I’m very interested in microbes and our immune system because mine isn’t working properly (autoimmune disease).

The Body in Pain: The Making and Unmaking of the World by Elaine Scarry. Pain is weird, describing pain is weird, I want to learn more about it.

A Mind for Numbers: How to Excel at Math and Science by Barbara Oakley. I like math, but my frustrations overpower that interest with every test (we had a weird teacher last year, you would never know what difficulty one test would be based on the last one, or if it was in the curriculum). Trying to get that interest back, it’s difficult.

The Grand Design by Stephen Hawking. I’ve read a few physics books, but never any by Stephen Hawking (I’m cringing writing this). I had this book in my hands this summer, started to read it and then it disappeared on vacation.

Three Physics Youtube Channels I Recommend:

  • Simon Clark studies physics and had a series of vlogs from his PhD in atmospheric physics or something at Exeter Uni. Also his current profile picture makes him seem like an evil mastermind.
  • Alicedoesphysics is starting her third year in physics at Lancaster Uni and has a really good and informative channel.
  • Andrew Dotson just moved to New Mexico for to get his master in physics and has daily uploads which are great and very varied, from tips to vlogging to lectures.
  • I just realized I’m way more into physics than any other science. Huh.

Lots of Reading & Lemon Cake | Bi-Weekly Update #1

Did you know biweekly means both twice a week and once every two weeks? Semiweekly means twice a week as well, so I’m going with biweekly and hoping that people catch on.

I used to do www wednesday, which I might return to someday, but I didn’t want to be bound to that format. So I hope you’ll enjoy some updates on what I’m doing and reading, as reviews will be scheduled some time in advance as we get further into the school semester (and busier).

New book posts:

Other books I’ve been reading:

  • The Price Guide to the Occult by Leslye Walton
  • Counting Descent by Clint Smith
  • Six Easy Pieces by Richard Feynman (currently)
  • Lies Beneath by Anne Greenwood Brown
  • The Rest of Us Just Live Here by Patrick Ness
  • The Universe of Us by Lang Leav

  • Whiskey Words & a Shovel II by r.h. Sin

  • South of the Border, West of the Sun by Haruki Murakami (currently)
  • Good Night Stories for Rebel Girls by Elena Favilli (currently)

DNF:

  • November 9 by Colleen Hoover
  • Chemically Coated Personalities by Justin Rawdon Lipscomb

Added to my TBR:

  • A Canticle for Leibowitz by Walter M. Miller Jr
  • The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up by Marie Kondo
  • The Lady’s Guide to Petticoats and Piracy by Mackenzie Lee
  • Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke

  • A Poetry Handbook by Mary Oliver

  • Some of Us Did Not Die: New and Selected Essays by June Jordan

Recent book buys:

  • The Golden Compass by Philip Pullman
  • La Belle Sauvage by Philip Pullman
  • The Concept of Anxiety by Søren Kierkegaard
  • Everyone’s a Aliebn When Ur a Aliebn Too by Jomny Sun
  • Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik – I forgot and nearly bought two copies

Three things I want to say:

  • If it’s you are like me and it’s the first week back at school and information is just thrown at you, it will calm down, and it will get more structured and better.
  • Lemon cake is the best cake, with lots of lemon and sugar creating the perfect balance. This glutenfree one is the best (you’re welcome to present better recipes if you disagree).
  • I really dislike it when I stop reading one book because of the boring characters, only to pick up another and it’s equally boring. Looking at you Lies Beneath and The Price Guide to the Occult (it’s a fantastic title though).

Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind by Yuval Noah Harari

Pages: 440

Genre: history

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Synopsis

100,000 years ago, at least six human species inhabited the earth. Today there is just one. Us. Homo sapiens.

How did our species succeed in the battle for dominance? Why did our foraging ancestors come together to create cities and kingdoms? How did we come to believe in gods, nations and human rights; to trust money, books and laws; and to be enslaved by bureaucracy, timetables and consumerism? And what will our world be like in the millennia to come?

In Sapiens, Dr Yuval Noah Harari spans the whole of human history, from the very first humans to walk the earth to the radical – and sometimes devastating – breakthroughs of the Cognitive, Agricultural and Scientific Revolutions. Drawing on insights from biology, anthropology, paleontology and economics, he explores how the currents of history have shaped our human societies, the animals and plants around us, and even our personalities. Have we become happier as history has unfolded? Can we ever free our behaviour from the heritage of our ancestors? And what, if anything, can we do to influence the course of the centuries to come?

Bold, wide-ranging and provocative, Sapiens challenges everything we thought we knew about being human: our thoughts, our actions, our power … and our future.

The Audiobook

You know the narrating of every history or discovery channel show ever? It’s that voice, at a very slow tempo. The moment I found the speed up feature (1.2 or 1.5) at the new app I was using, it became better. I switched from audiobook to reading a physical copy halfway through. The audiobook is good if you want to take your time, the physical copy if you want to just get through some of the parts you find less interesting.

My thoughts

Rating out of five: three

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This book is aimed at compressing human’s history into one 440 page book, kind of like a historical summary and overview, with focus on the human evolution. It’s certainly not impossible, history textbooks have done in for years, but it means you have to pick and choose. For example this book doesn’t include a lot of individual stories. Even things like Ancient Egyptian history has to be strewn in here and there as examples, instead of getting its own chunck of description and explanation. The focus on this book is on events and decisions that changed the ways of humanity. But even focusing on revolutions, he’s barely able to fit enough theory to explain them.

It might be a better book if it was told in a hip or relatable way, aimed at younger people or like an introduction. Because the story isn’t quite told in a textbook – here’s the facts – kind of way. The weird in between made me question certain conclusions the author drew and what seemed like opinions given as facts. And that’s my biggest problem with this book, the author’s own thoughts on human characteristics and such given as if they were facts. There should be a more obvious divide between what’s facts (much agreed upon theories) and what’s more debatable, or even his own, theories. I liked to listen to a lot of them and they gave me questions of my own.

It was definitely not as eye-opening as I’ve heard other people describe it as. I’d heard a lot of positive things about this book, mostly that it gave people a new perspective on history and realize new connections between events. It made me ponder and research a few subjects more, so I’m still glad to have read it.

Feelings I had reading this book: bored, confused at the author’s angle at some subjects, interested by the general threads going through like revolutions and by placing certain things (like monotheism and polytheisms) in the bigger picture (uniting people).

Into The Wild? | Quote of the Week #9

It’s time of the quote of the week, the post with me rambling and trying to figure out my life. That wasn’t it… Where I present a quote?

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Sometimes quotes sounds inspirational, and then you hopefully realize how wrong or destructive they can be. This one was either said or highlighted in a book by a guy who went into the wild, survived for a long time, before dying of starvation. Well most likely, it’s debetable (it could be disease, it could be other theories- read the book). Even knowing that, this quote still hangs on to me. Christopher Johnson McCandless was a young person, seemingly with a lot of ideas and conflicts inside him. I don’t understand people who read this book and can’t imagine what would make a well-off recently graduated college guy try to escape materialism and the average workday and a life that so many people feel bound to their whole adult life. Hell, I consider running off into the wild regularly. Sometimes more seriously than others. Christopher took a too big of a risk in the end, but his determination and the dicipline he must’ve had to pull his journey off should be able to be admired. He seems like someone who was human, who had problems with something in the society he was a part of and decided to test himself, to go on an adventure.

Exciting Book Releases 2018 pt. 2

Sorted by date, here’s my anticipated book releases 2018 part two. Here’s part one.

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The Benefits of Being an Octopus by Ann Braden

Release date: 4. september

Why I want to read this: I already did and it was a great story about a seventh grade girl’s daily life and the struggles she goes through as she’s taking care of her siblings, trying to survive school and making tough choices for her family.

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Impostors (Uglies #5) By Scott Westerfeld

Release date: 11. September

Why I want to read it: The uglies series is getting more books! I was so surprised when I found out, and excited to see where it’s going.

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An Absolutely Remarkable Thing by Hank Green

Release date: 25. September

Why I want to read it: It’s a Hank Green book! I’M SO EXCITED

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The Lady’s Guide to Petticoats and Piracy by Mackenzi Lee

Release date: 2. October

Why I want to read it: I liked the first book, The gentleman’s guide to vice and virtue. And look at that cover, it’s strangely stunning!

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Gmorning, Gnight! Little Pep Talks for Me & You by Lin Manuel-Miranda and Jonny Sun

Release date: 23. October

Why I want to read it: Hamilton’s Lin Manuel Miranda is gathering his daily twitter messages in a book, having the twitter sunshine that is Jomny Sun illustrate it and it seems like such a weird thing that I absolutely need to have.

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Skyward by Brandon Sanderson

Release date: 6. November

Why I want to read it: It’s Brandon Sanderson, he’s the best.

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Little White Lies by Jennifer Lynn Barnes

Release date: 6. November

Why I want to read it: I’ve read and liked the author’s other series The Naturals and The Fixer. From what I’ve gathered it’s about a auto mechanic who is pulled into another prettier world by her grandma who wants her to attent a debutant ball. It’s not what I normally would read, but I have faith in Lynn Barnes.